I wanted to make an update log. And for where I have been and what I am doing. I know it has already been a month since my last blog post, and a lot of stuff has happened/is still happening, and I should get to it. I got a lot of things I want to do or get done.
Things in my life
My desk is not up, and unable to use it.
1 – I am supposed to have it up, but no word yet
2 – Family will try to help put my desk up
3 – using a broken mouse for now
Currently, my desk is two dinner tray tables
Getting a bank account
1 – getting a credit card
2 – getting an online payment system like PayPal
Getting used to the new home
Things in my online life
WordPress related stuff
I noticed my blog has two posts with the most views on my blog
1 – “Seen Lifesfinewhine’s update on WP” and feel Pinterest has added a boost to the view count
2 – Why I still use WordPress, and not Tumblr for now
It is interesting to see these posts with high views, but again, Pinterest has helped a lot because of the gifs in the post, and users view the post and leave. I feel I should delete these pins linking to my post on Pinterest, and remove these gifs in the posts I made.
Blogs posts I got in the works
1 – life blog log
2 – elsword blu log
3 – witching hour log
4 – Sonic fans
5 – SRB2 kart
6 – ???
Twitter / social related
I noticed a lot of Twitter users followed my Twitter (Onychaos) when I was getting ready to leave that account. I gave it one full year. But I can’t do it. That account has good memories, bad memories, and people who left or are there that are tied to those memories. I felt it is best to cut some people out of my life, and if they follow me again, I will refollow them but I think this is for the best.
Onychaos is not the main account, don’t follow it. Even though, discord users, elsword players, bloggers followed my dead account :(
Chaosimpact_ is my new Twitter, I am using it. And a shame people followed the dead account (onychaos)
been using discord a lot as of late
playing Phantasy Star Online 2
played and beaten Terraria
1 – started expert mode
Playing Princess & Conquest for a good bit
I just wanted to make a short update log-like blog post since it has been a good while, and I don’t want an inactive blog. Lol, I hope this will be fine till my other posts are ready to be posted. I will see you later with new blog posts, and I will be sure to comment on some blog posts.
Hiya. Just another blog update that is happy and a lot to talk about and dump out all my feelings. These are good feeling though. And I should talk about old stuff and new stuff
Well. It’s October, and when I say there is a lot to talk about. There is a lot of stuff and finding myself and what not. So this “may” be a super long post that may take a few days but probably be done in 2 days.
Hey, here is a part two of things that June blog post I made not too long ago which since then a lot more things happened I kinda want to talk about. This is a much happier part, I promise.
Losing Weight Again (again)
Been working on losing weight and eating right. :3 It has been a long and crazy ride. I also learned I don’t want to be ripped and have muscles since that feels a bit much.
I came a long way. I’m not at my goal weight but at the time of this post. I’m 264Ibs Still fat (I think?). lol but I came a long way, which was 330.3Ib+ I had enough and wanted to get fit, not just for others but myself. :D
I forgot to make a update for April, we are skipping that month and doing May update instead because why not. And missed April update.
A list of things I done, plan to do or been thinking of doing. For those new here, I just like to blog about what I done in a month or two or show my progress
Working out – Part 2
Working out has been going well and from 2019 to now. I lost 70 pounds the few months and I feel proud of the weight lost I been on and it’s getting better :3 Diet is eating well, not too much, not eating late, fasting after dinner 5pm – 6pm, and working out for 30 mins
It’s finally here. The big update for the new areas and, now players who are trying to get by, can now have a “better” time doing these dungeons, although, a watered down version of normal raid dungeon. You can still get the normal items to get the accessories by getting blaze shards and trading them in.
Get ready for MASSIVE changes to Varnimyr and Rigomor Regions (including Rewards)! Enjoy Adjusted difficulty levels, an easier time getting the Flames of Judgement weapon, changes in reward acquisitions and more! You’ll find plenty of these improvements exciting and refreshing!
This update will be awesome but that doesn’t mean it will be a walk in the park, you will need to be ready to back up your team and yourself. And for the love of El Lady and all that is pure, stock up on revive tokens and potions..
Hello people. This is going to be a more serious blog post. With things changing in the household and things going forward I want to state some things that no one has asked of me but that’s ok.
So updates. These are pretty big changes in some sense if I say so.
Getting a job this year or next year or (looking for a job)
The search for a job is back on to make some money and to have a job in general but need to see how this turns out.
Now with this in mind. Things will be on hold or a long hiatus and I will list the things that fall under this list.
Game development and fan games – hiatus
Live streaming – hiatus
Playing games – hiatus
Making “reviews” and blogging – hiatus
Discord is on Hiatus
So those things will be on hold
Things changing in the family household
Our mother is getting her own life, so that in mind I might not be able to crash here anymore and chances are, I won’t be able to stay for long. 1 or 2 years tops (This is still unknown). It’s amazing I was able to stay with my family for so long and helping out with cooking, cleaning and such.
I learned a lot about cooking and cleaning.
Will be moving with my grandmother to take care of her in a year or two (maybe), and move on from there once I get on my feet after that but we are moving after we meet up with my BFF and two years or so.
Unfortunately I have a learning disability and being a sheltered kid growing up has made some things harder. But however by staying with my family, I have to learn some things since I was not taught any of this in school, even though that is / was the point of school to learn things that you will use later in life!
I will list below what I need to learn. And there is more of course.
Learn how to do taxes or learn where to get taxes done
Will need to get a bank account for saving money / using money
I will also need to learn how to drive a car
I will need to learn how to apply for new jobs in the future
Learn to pay bills
Get a cellphone to call or such
Learn how to adult
I’m not sure how others learn this stuff.
The happiest update
Sometime this year. I will be able to meet my BFF here in the USA since plans for Canada trip didn’t go as plan.. I’m still bummed out about not going to see the amazing sights of Canada with her but being able to meet my BFF here makes things better. Once things get sorted out where we can meet up. That will be awesome.
Things needed for this to work to meet up
> A call to figure out details on what needs to be done and such.
> A hotel booked for x number of days
> Find out what hotel that we will be staying in and the area that it is in
> Buying a roundtrip ticket for Canada to USA and USA to Canada
>Find out where the hotels is
> Find out where the air ports are
>Find out where the other stuff is. Where to get food, shop for things
>Find out when me and my dear are free to meet up
But I am worried that I will make a bad impression. I worry I will mess up.
I love my dear. And I want to make this work between us but I don’t want to mess it up.
There is this worrying thought in the back of my mind that my dear won’t feel the same as me after meeting me and will want to stay best friends and if that comes to be the true I won’t throw away my friendship with her “if” it won’t workout
But damn, it will be a sad day for me and my heart if that comes to pass.. But I feel we might drift apart if it won’t workout and she may end up forgetting me when she starts having her life
Why am I overthinking this so much…? why is this eating at me so much? I’m scared of losing a best friend that I have so much in common with. I’m worried about someone special with a amazing bond with me fading away from my life and forgetting me in the future…
The meet up is going to be awesome but scary…Maybe I’m overthinking things…
She makes me happy and I love her dearly. I don’t want to lose her but I don’t want to keep her waiting too long and she finds someone else better… I’m a baka…
She is the light of my world that gives me reason to smile. She brings me joy that no one else can bring me. She is a driving force that kept going for so long after I wanted to stop.
These thoughts of losing her, and the light of my world, seeing it fade away.. It worries me so much but I must meet her and do something amazing.
I have never felt this way about anyone before and She is important to me. She is special to me. She is a one of a kind woman that can’t be replaced.
Maybe I’m a big baka for overthinking and pouring my feelings and thoughts into this post but it’s because I needed to say how I really feel and vent cause there is so much going on and didn’t want to bother anyone.
I’m just worried is all and I know overthinking doesn’t help in anyway
My Canada situation
I have brought up how I wanted to move to Canada to live down there but was turned down because my family is worried something would happen to me if I went there or they feel it’s a bad idea.
I wanted to live there to be closer to my angel but they don’t don’t want me to give up my U.S citizenship to live in Canada for one or two reasons and told me that I should see if she is willing to come to the U.S to live with me when we get more serious (in the future when I have my own apartment or condo to live in)
But my family feels that she may not want to leave her family and Canada citizenship behind. If that comes to be. I will take a chance and find a way to move to Canada…Or something
I have been a emotional mess.. I’m weird
This will be the last blog update for a long while
So, boys and girls. It’s time for a real beefy update I have planned for my discord server. I have updated my server before in the past but I think this time, it’s gonna be a real big update this time but get ready everyone
This will be a fun post to make and hope you like it. However, this will be the last big update for a long while. So… get ready. Think of this as a patch note. There will be nerfs, buffs, and a ton of changes with new thing being added or removed.
So, things that will get the boot or will be combined into one channel.
#shitpost – This channel has not been used and it’s a dead channel
#lp magic – voice call
Youtube lp group
The following above has been removed since they are inactive or never been used. And it’s taking up space. It’s spring cleaning in someway.
Roles and the buffs. Roles will be getting a change.
@members | This will be treated as level 1 member status. This will be later on. This will only be a member role for now.
@Let play | This will let you join calls or channels that are meant for let’s plays
@mods | A role for those who are mods in streams or the server
@vip | These roles are given to users who are vip’s in my livestream or given the VIP role under special circumstances.
@Safe | This role is pretty much the kiddy table of the server for those who don’t like any adult content or anything that is 18+ related
@Lewd | This role is the adult table of the server. Those who like adult content or 18+ related content are given this role
@derp | will be given to some friends to join some calls that are private
Here are the merging changes. Channels will be merged into one or names will be changed
#invite-code | The server code will be added to rules and roles
Friends call will be added to main area.
Chat and whatever is being added to main area
Game making programs is being added to main area
Twitch-moments will host all videos or clips – Twitch-moments will be videos
Voice call will be stream call
@Lewd will be changed to @NSFW
New things or changes will be added.
Roadmap channel | See progress for games or programs I make. ^^
Mee6 will try to have the bot more active but that will be later down the line
The wait room will get a new update for new users
If you are added to mee6 livestream list but leave the server, you will be removed from the livestream list.
Rules of the server will get a new revamp. Rather then be a simple rule. It will be more detailed.
I will allow friends to invite users to the server, but you will be responsible for them.
I will added new voice calls. Smash bros, Mario Kart 8, and other voice channels for games that have online. The new voice calls will be added if needed.
Here is the new change for my discord server. There will be other changes as well that will be added here later. C:
This may be a few weeks till everything is updated and done.
It’s time for a new update of sorts. A lot has happened, good and bad. But I will just make an update on stuff. c:
Chaos Race Nights
So let’s start with the first one. “Chaos Race Nights”. This was an idea to get people do race nights or races.
It was during the time when the group and I, mainly me, was still in to speedrunning and wanted to make a event. But because people have lives and life can be crazy or wild. This idea was put on hold.
I think it is best to say that “Chaos Race Nights”, is on hiatus / canceled. In the future, I /may/ try to attempt to get Chaos Race Nights off the ground. But for now, it’s dead.
And while on the topic, racing on SRL. Not too long ago, I hit my goal of 150 races. Something I figured would never happened. I’m sitting at 181 races, at the moment.
My need to race games is slowly fading out. Once I hit the end goal of 200 races. That will be it. For me, anyway. If you plan on racing me, let me know, But other then that, I’m done with races. Racing is on hiatus. This may be short or permanent.
Ok. So. Let’s talk about Ils or Individual Levels. This is something I was doing for CyberScore for 7 years, and still doing.
I gave Ring attacks a second go in SADX but quickly gave up on that, as it is not my thing. Having to be careful and while trying to find all the rings fast cause, if you don’t, people will complain about the proof being long to watch.
Why am I bring this up? 7 years on CyberScore. I think it is time for me to stop and let this dream of posting 10k proofs die off. I been doing ILS for so long. On and off, mind you. I even made a CyberScore goal list that I wanted to get done. But let’s be real, I know I don’t have the drive to be able to get far on the CyberScore.
ILs are fun but I am getting to a point where I just don’t care to upload to CyberScore. If I do Ils, they will just be a way I can race and see who can get a better time. Trying to get a better time or such against Hyper is pretty fun
As you know, I have quit streaming to make youtube let’s plays as I find that more fun. I did do a Gunstar Heroes race on Twitch but that doesn’t count as I can’t be bother to record a video for SRL who may or may not look at the video or vod
Getting off track. Point is that, I may come back to stream once every few months. Again, racing does not count but it counts as a stream. This is just a idea and it may NOT happen, so I wouldn’t hold my breath.
While talking about Twitch, I may delete the “Chaos realm” Stream team thing. But If people like it, I will keep it around. Not sure.
Server has been pretty dead but that is ok. I will be updating the channels and removing some very soon
The server is still private meaning, you can leave at anytime but you will never be able to return but in the near future I “may” make it open but don’t count on it. But anywho. Server will be getting some changes ASAP
In the future, roles will be used in Wix forums for bonus stuff or rewards. Leaving the server will forfeit your roles.
I been retweeting less lewds, Most of the things I retweet are NSFW but that is starting to calm down. Most of the hardcore lewds or very NSFW stuff I start to favorite it now.
So now, there will be no more lewd retweets from me. A few here or there. Stay out of my likes, they are my vault of lewds you never want to see. C:
I also been tweeting more instead of retweeting, which is very good.
Back to making let’s plays for my channel. Infact, two are in the works at this moment.
Sonic Mania Plus: 3 / 5 – 60 % done
Sonic Spinball 0 / 2
I have another game in mind as well. :3
Quite happy, making LP or let’s plays again. Brings me great joy again
Clickteam fusion 2.5 programming
I been playing around with Fusion, and I would say I am a novice in Fusion as I can make a program now
I can make a simple program
I can make custom files to be used by my programs / games
I know how to make a simple web browser
Learning to make games
And I am still learning more. And I have no plans on stopping at this point