Well, well, well. Time to talk about some things, but it is enlightenment for me and a step forward. I’m happy with this result. I think it is for the best. For me, health-wise, this blog post should be long blog post, or it might be short. I do not know.
2022 has been a crazy year, but I think because of this year, I realized something and realized something I should have since 2020 but better late than never, huh? It is better to learn the lesson later rather than never at all.
And after doing some thinking, I want to change the tone of this blog post to something happy and more uplifting. And let me begin. It is December and the final month of the year, and I guess the blog post I made here was something I needed.
Social media
Twitter and Instagram
So, this section was going to be about me listing off some things, like how using @onychaos gives me social anxiety and whatnot. I guess I can turn this around. I suppose I should start changing the way how I use social media.
I was worried and focused on old friends that I was blinded. Time to stop worrying about them.
And I think that is completely fine. No point worrying about other people. That is my wake-up message, and I’m glad I got it. And it is good to get the idea sooner than later.
I used to be bitter, holding on to the past when I should have let go of it and I think I am ready to let go of the past and everything linked to it. Look to a bright future with or without friends, and that’s ok, and I accept this now. it is a better choice.
Time to make a “fun” blog post, which is an update log at the end of the day. Let’s get going. Take this with a grain of salt.
Twitter
Ah, the land of the dead, the place I came back to because I had made a dummy account but went back to my old account because I felt guilty about doing that. And it’s more or less the same but now with ghosting? It’s whatever. If there is someone I want to remove from my account, I will just block them.
There are not many people to speak with on Twitter, and even post covid. People have stopped using Twitter or rather moved on. It’s almost funny, those same people (Who I won’t name) who I held to such a high standard don’t even say a word to me now.
So have I been doing / or what’s been happening on Twitter?
Been talking to Xjazzy and Pippi
been posting update posts on my fan game
thinking of soft blocking accounts that are just not active.
Posting updates and blog posts
thinking of muting some users.
Got a direct message from someone asking me a personal thing.
I Learned Twitter got a new CEO and I feel this may bring in a new round of bans.
Oh boy. We are somehow back here again on the Twitter topic, but this time. It is for something very dumb, and very commonplace for twitter.com. And it is kind of sad, and a good reason why many use Twitter less and less. Why are we here? Glad you asked.
Jaiden Animations response
So, as we all know by now, whatever you put out into the internet, someone or some people will draw not safe for work (NSFW) of a thing, or some people will ask others to draw NSFW of something and pay for it to be made to post to an adult site.
So, you already know that Storytime animators’ avatars are fated to be NSFW martial. And let’s get to the main point here. Jaiden Animations is a storytime animator that makes storytime videos where they tell you a story about their life. Rather the story is true or a big lie, is not of importance here.
As Jaiden Animations has no doubt seen and heard, her avatar has been drawn in an NSFW style by a few artists here and there. BlueBreed being the big one of the few. But Jaiden Animations has not said anything back then because a “small” amount knew about the NSFW of Jaiden Animations’s avatar, and why bring light to something you don’t like? It’s smart to not say anything and make it worst
I wanted to make an update log. And for where I have been and what I am doing. I know it has already been a month since my last blog post, and a lot of stuff has happened/is still happening, and I should get to it. I got a lot of things I want to do or get done.
Things in my life
My desk is not up, and unable to use it.
1 – I am supposed to have it up, but no word yet
2 – Family will try to help put my desk up
3 – using a broken mouse for now
Currently, my desk is two dinner tray tables
Getting a bank account
1 – getting a credit card
2 – getting an online payment system like PayPal
Getting used to the new home
enjoying life
Things in my online life
WordPress related stuff
I noticed my blog has two posts with the most views on my blog
1 – “Seen Lifesfinewhine’s update on WP” and feel Pinterest has added a boost to the view count
2 – Why I still use WordPress, and not Tumblr for now
It is interesting to see these posts with high views, but again, Pinterest has helped a lot because of the gifs in the post, and users view the post and leave. I feel I should delete these pins linking to my post on Pinterest, and remove these gifs in the posts I made.
Blogs posts I got in the works
1 – life blog log
2 – elsword blu log
3 – witching hour log
4 – Sonic fans
5 – SRB2 kart
6 – ???
Gaming related
playing Phantasy Star Online 2
played and beaten Terraria
1 – started expert mode
“played” elsword
Playing Princess & Conquest for a good bit
I just wanted to make a short update log-like blog post since it has been a good while, and I don’t want an inactive blog. Lol, I hope this will be fine till my other posts are ready to be posted. I will see you later with new blog posts, and I will be sure to comment on some blog posts.
So, I got followed by a Twitter account called: “Chaotic Space.” A twitch team for streamers to join. And It’s weird they follow me on Twitter when I usually tweet about going live on my Twitter: OnyChaos.
And I am not sure why they followed me. Maybe it is a bot account, or the owner of the Twitter account checks the twitch tags on Twitter once in a while to see who is a streamer and follows them. It’s not a bad thing. It’s just weird that if you follow someone without saying anything.
I have been down this road before. Accounts like these wait for a bit for a follow, and if they don’t get it, they unfollow you. It begs the question. Why follow when you are going to unfollow later? It’s pretty stupid.
I got off-topic. I might want to join this team, but there was another team I left because I did not like being on that twitch team. I didn’t enjoy this twitch team because it wasn’t fun. That team was “Streamers Connected” That team had the same thing as Chaotic Space. Join the team via discord.
So I made a new discord server. But the thing is, I’m not sure if I should open it up for use. I had an ex server but, I deleted that one. So what I plan to do is, give it some time, update the server, add stuff and changes, and maybe open it up.
I made many discord servers and closed a lot of discord servers. I like having discord servers but there no point in adding people who never talk. If I open this server up, it will be for users that plan on talking or a few friends.
This server will be a gaming / hang out for my friends to play games. I will add random strangers, but it will be for friends. I don’t know who will join but, if I make my server open, you will see a link in my WordPress sidebar.
If you wish to join this server, there will be a link you can click on, but the server will have roles that you will need to chat or use the server. It can help weed out the trolls or assholes or bots.
I will have something for everyone. Twitch users have their room, Twitter users have their area, and WordPress users have their place. That’s the plan at the moment.
Once again, the “wonderful” social site known as Twitter has broken, again. Timelines don’t load, tweets are now missing or been deleted, can’t post. It’s pretty annoying that it has happened…Again.
I can save drafts but that’s it. Some of my tweets got deleted, I can’t post, my timeline of people I follow won’t load. Twitter is a mess. I don’t know how this started but hope it ends soon.
At the time of the post, twitter is still broken and not usable at the moment. Twitter breaks all the time but this is worse, tweets got deleted. I hope deleted tweets get restored cause if not, that will suck. It would suck cause, what is the point of posting on twitter when your tweets get deleted cause the site breaks down.
From my understanding, the site broke down around 4 PM CST / 5 PM EST. It is still a weird crazy year.
If you use twitter, check to make sure nothing is missing or got deleted.
Hiya. Just another blog update that is happy and a lot to talk about and dump out all my feelings. These are good feeling though. And I should talk about old stuff and new stuff
Well. It’s October, and when I say there is a lot to talk about. There is a lot of stuff and finding myself and what not. So this “may” be a super long post that may take a few days but probably be done in 2 days.
Hmm, A lot has happened in a few weeks. pc died, a old best friend found me, almost started a fire when cooking and going through the 5 stages of emotions. Hmm… and want to talk about somethings i been thinking about. Assuming people read.
Update on my Uncle
My uncle is well. The person that shot my uncle is locked up, my uncle is gonna be up here in Texas in a few days and this is our new “life” The friends of the attacker know that he is still alive, so think of it as a new life.
I wanted to talk about it. It is a crazy world.
Desktop computer is dead
My desktop finally bit the bullet. It has met it’s end. it held up very well and from me making dumb apps that may have been the cause of my pc meeting it’s end.
had a lot of stuff on there. roblox (That was never getting used again) gamedev stuff (clickteam files) Memories game saves livestream stuff And a lot of abandoned things and apps that will not be used anytime soon.
It sucks but now, I have a laptop and it is pretty good. runs well and does everything I need and more, and I can take it on the go.
It’s crazy.. A few years ago. I was friends with the whole group. Jack, Susu, Henry, BlackDiamond. I feel I have been repeating history since the same happened with Onyx but that is a different case.
There is a bright side to this later on. Why am I writing this? Later on.. Won’t be linking anything personal or full names
Before this dumb drama or stupid grudges they held between each other. Me and Su-Su were close friends and me and Henry were cool. Me and SuSu, We would talk often, play games Mario Kart 7 or send messages over Swapnote for the 3DS, and talk on Twitter.
We had fun but guess during that time me and BlackDiamond wasn’t talking anymore since we were on two different sides of the field at that time. Susu was there at the time. We could joke about things or have fun. And I didn’t have to explain myself or if I made a joke since SUSU was fairly caught up on Internet related things like memes, jokes, and other things
So I was browsing my old Twitter names which have a archive of twitter accounts from people I talked too. Assuming their account is still up.. And I found a collaboration YouTube and twitter I made with friends a decade ago. We made the Youtube account in 2009..
WHAT DOES ZAMDS MEAN? Look at the below: Zamds stands for “Legend Of Zelda Series, Adventure Quest Worlds, Mario Series, Dragonfable, Sonic The Hedgehog Series”
This is what it stood for.. Our naming was bad back then – Aqwrocks/OnyChaos
So Hyper Quest 2 is or was a fangame being worked on by a small team or something. The man on Twitter who changes his username way too much used to dm me on Twitter to test his new builds of the fan game after I made my first post on his game back in 2017 in WordPress
And I would cover the different builds of the fan game on my WordPress blog. Some builds would have new things while other builds had tiny updates that were not worth me posting to my blog.
But the Fan game was promised to come out sometime in 2019… What happened?
The last update I got from him was in September 2019 that was till I did some looking. A simple google search of Hyper’s Quest 2 will bring up a Sonic Fangame forum where his last update was Nov 3rd/2019
Well.. At least I know why the project went silent and why he unfollowed me on Twitter or one of the reasons. It sucks cause I was looking forward to this fan game. What a bummer that is.
I think If I get asked to beta test something, I will do a background check on the dev / team to make sure they are good and can complete a game / project because it sucks to spend time finding bugs or issues for that to go to waste
I wish the dev well. I would link his twitter but he changes his Twitter handle too much that I won’t bother anymore. Kinda disappointed, I saw somewhat of a good thing here. like a diamond in the rough. With some serious work, it could been a fine fangame.
So I made a goal post thing a while ago. But here is a new one but this will be a over all goal I have planned for my self.
I have a lot of goals and mini goals. Some of these goals might bleed over into next year as that might be a possible thing, with life being a random factor.
Goals I have planned:
Make my Cyberscore post (Link) – Done
* Talk about fixes or requests to change the site for the better when submitting to the site and making things fair. If it does not get used then, I done my part.
Leave WordPress for Tumblr – Done
Have fun in 2018
Doing CyberScore ILs
* Freedom Planet
* Mario Kart 8
* Pac-Man Championship Edition: DX
* Pac-Man World 2
* Sonic CD 2011
* Sonic Forces
* ???
* Sonic Mania (pc)
* Super Smash Bros. Brawl or SSBB later
* SSB4
* More will be added to the list
Do 2 or more let’s plays on my youtube channel
* SRB2 or Sonic Robo Blast 2 (As Sonic) – done
* Sonic Mania (Sonic and Tails in progress) – done
* Sonic Forces
* Momodora: Reverie Under the Moonlight
* Sonic Colors
* The Legend of Zelda: Twilight Princess
* The Legend of Zelda: The Wind Waker
* The Legend of Zelda: Breath of the Wild
* Freedom Planet
* Sonic 06
* Sonic Riders
* Sonic Time Twisted
* Wings Of Vi
* dust: an elysian tail
complete the 06 stream on time with friends – done
* Complete the 06 Playthrough with friends before May gets here.
* This does give me a very good idea on how to handle group streams or let’s plays.
Working out more overall goal
Getting fit
*Working out for 15 to 30 mins a day.
Change my name permamently from “Sonik” to OnyChaos (Link) – done
* Still gets called “Sonik” and I wonder why I bother .-.
Get back to working on my fan game, Project Mighty roadmap (Link)
* Work on the badniks – almost done
* Work on the rest of mighty sprites
Clickteam 2.5 Game development goals
* 3 fan games
* 1 serious fan game
* Make A Original game
* Make Some Adult games
* make smut games
* Make apps to count bits
* Music app to play songs and a soundboard
* Wings of Vi fan game
* My Sonic 1 hack redo in Clickteam 2.5
Start earning steam achievements overall goal
Beat games 100 %
getting all the achievements for a game when possible
Making my Twitter more lewd overall goal
More lewd retweets ( o3o)
More Smut retweets c:
Making my second tumblr more lewd overall goal
More lewd reblogs ( o3o)
More Smut reblogs c:
Twitter goals
* 50 Followers
* 100 followers
* 200 Followers
* You can talk to me on twitter, if you want
Roleplaying on Twitter on my rp account
* Will see how things go
Make my OC
recolor tails into my oc – done
Update him in Sai paint tool
Deactivating any or all social Media that I barely use
* This applies to my accounts as well
Chaos Race Nights fate
* Start up was a failure (No racers) (Failure to get off the ground)
* Will try to start up Chaos race nights in summer
* If Summer fails then I will try for fall
* If all else fails then, This idea was doomed from the start
Will try to call more friends overall goal
* I will call those who are free to call
Try to make more game reviews overall goal
In my free time
Discord related things
* Leaving Dead / inactive servers
* Leaving servers that I’m no longer active in
* My discord server will stay up till things change
speedruns to complete for good
* Sonic Robo Blast 2 (Tails) – done
* Sonic R 100 %
* Sonic Spinball (25 maybe)
* Super Mario Odyssey
* Pantufa (1 hr) – done
* 8-bit Spinball
* Freedom Planet – Done
* ???
* Momodora: Reverie Under the Moonlight
* Sonic Advance 2
* Sonic Forces
* ???
* ???
* Sonic Heroes | Team Sonic – done
* Pac Man World 2
* lost World
Color in more art for fun on a new streaming site overall goal
Coloring in Safe art
Coloring in Not Safe For Work art
Update my Twitch.tv stream page
* new everything
Update my site and forum on wix
* Remove pages
* Update pages
* Update the layout
Keep streaming on Twitch
* Until I get banned by the new guidelines (Which are dumb)
* If banned, I will move to a new site for streaming, if that happens
The time is near. 2017 was a pretty bad year, petty friends drama, more drama and getting back-stabbed… But late or near the end of the year, things started to pick up, till personal life issues came into play but the end was an ok year.
So, the question is, what is in store for 2018 and me? A lot of new changes. “big changes” Let’s start, shall we?
1 A new me
Gonna focus on the important things in my life.
Friends, family, life, girlfriend, blogging, making games, and let’s plays.
I have so many things I want to do for this year or before this year is over. It’s a list of stuff, I plan on getting done, which would be great.
Let’s start the list.
1. Twitch stuff
Oh, Twitch. What a crazy year it has been. from having fun and having co-hosts to join me on stream but at the same time to know that some sonic streamers doing some fucked up shit. That will be for a later, down the line.
So this is the goals for this year for streaming on twitch are as followed.
Ony's chaos realm 