So, as the Title says, I had a interesting talk with HyperSonic7701 during his livestream on Twitch and said he saw my blog about stop being competitive felt sad that from the things I said on my blog that he was responsible for me not being competitive anymore.
And being put on the spot, I had no way or rather not enough time to give a full answer other then short answers so let’s break this down but before that. Let’s get this out the way, HyperSonic7701 is not a bad guy, bit of a asshole, sure but he is anything but a bad guy, he is my friend / associate. He’s Just a guy who loves competition a little too much. This is not a witchhunt
I have never been fond of being competitive even, back then before I met hyper and his friends. I made a post on this here but it is missing a few more details.
So, let’s start. Before the days of knowing speedruns and speedrunners, I had always seen people who be competitive to be very toxic but was not too far off back then, huh. Which was a thing that really kept me away from being competitive. Which was a good thing.
Oh man. Time to talk about Pangya Debug. Oh boy. I never knew a game could piss me off with it’s problems mainly the server disconnecting or the game crashing while in a session. Like holy shit. I have never been so pissed off at a game on this level.
So, I said I quit Pangya Debug and that post was like 10 Months ago when I said that but my friend drax told me that Pangya debug is not dead but rather no one plays pangya debug in our group anymore, counting me.
I was stupid, a few nights ago I heard Pangya Debug got a good number of updates, and I gave Pangya Debug a last chance, a new start to give me good impressions of the game…
What a shit show this was. Network errors, Errors when changing servers, game crashing or network during a session with friends.
I have been left with anything but good impressions, and to me, it feels like the problems I had with the game somehow got worse? I’m sorry but if I was done with Pangya Debug prior to playing it now. I can say Pangya Debug has ruined my fun..
I have said this before and I will say it again. Pangya global fresh up and Pangya Celebrity were the only Pangya games that I had really put a lot of time into, hell, I was bad at the game but at least they were more stable.
Pangya Debug feels like a crapshoot to me. It’s never a matter of if the game will crash or network error but when? I hate the fact that me having fun is a crapshoot. Can we play without the game crashing and have fun? It’s hard to get into a game because the moment you get invested into the game session, the game errors or crashes.
I learned that I value my time when it comes to playing games and I used to deal with this shit but I got to a point where I refuse to put up with bullshit. That’s me tho. There are people who can put up with this and more power to you.
Bottom line is that I gave Pangya Debug one last good try and I was greeted with server errors that are still there and game crashing bugs. To say I was disappointed would be an understatement. Sigh. I can not be bothered to deal with this game anymore.
I can deal with a lot of things but this ain’t one of them.
Sorry for the rant. Wanted to vent about Pangya Debug. I mean, as much shit I gave GM_Leia and GM_Don on how they managed their private server and streams, they at least had a somewhat more stable Pangya private server, it did have its share of problems but not to the scale of Pangya Debug.
I don’t agree with them and hearing that their Discord is a no talk zone unless you add verify your phone number to speak in this server. But this is word of mouth and have not seen the server in question but don’t plan to, if I’m honest.
Alright. So I was gifted a game. Mini golf Arena. Normally, I like gifts, it’s a way of saying “You’re great” or something to that effect. But sometimes and this may be a strange concept but hear me out. I don’t like some gifts. Shocker, right. Such a strange and weird concept.
So here my deal with mini golf arena. So nothing against it. Well that’s a lie, there is a lot going against it for me but that’s based off Pangya issues which doesn’t help.
I should make this clear. I HAD an interest in golf games when I played Pangya: global fresh up. When the NA server died, my interest died with it. Then when it was time to play Pangya Celebrity, my interest for golf games hit it’s peak and after Pangya Celebrity support died.
From that day onward, I had a low Interest in golf games (But it seems that has not been clear or my lack of “passion” for golf games). I would play Pangya Debug with friends but that’s because, that was the closest thing to playing a MMORPG with these Pangya friends. I would love to play other fun games with them but that’s not going to happen or some just flake out on you. I learn to come to terms that some things I want to do with my pangya friends are never going to happen.
Got off topic but.. Once Pangya Celebrity died. That was it. After ping ponging back and forth with Pangya games, I want nothing to do with golf games. And one reason I didn’t want Mini Golf Arena is because, I feel that Mini Golf Arena is a fad (In my group of friends), which by the time of the post may have died out.
I thought that me making it clear in the chat was a clear sign that I don’t want this game. And I said I don’t want it. And surely, that should be clear as day.
But as I write this, that wasn’t a clear message so… As they say, “Your words fall on deaf ears” I’m not ungrateful but I didn’t ask you to send me a game I didn’t want. It was on sale for 0.89 cents but so it was not too bad of a price.
I feel you wasted 89 cents on this game. Not only do I not want to play this game that has mixed reviews. This doesn’t boost my interest for golf games. I don’t know who spearheaded this idea to get me this game, but why?
It doesn’t help If I accept gifts that are good or bad. Thanks for the gift? Not going to play it though. After Debug I think I’m done with golf games to last me a lifetime. Here a cool tip for you. The more you want me to do something, the less I will do it.
Seeing as Pangya is now dead in this group. You had a good life.
This long rant got out of hand. But please, in the near future make sure if you send me a game, please ask or I will reject the game
Unironic, Sonic Spinball would been a better gift. Too late though.
So, I made a post about Pangya Debug, not too long ago. Stating that it’s not fun and I no longer enjoy it. Well. That is true but I should have explain a bit better and had more detailed reasons. And this post is going to do that. :3
Ok so. Why? No one is asking this. But the answer would be this.
I have said that if my enjoyment with the game in general has to come down to the game not disconnectng mid-game or crashing. THAT IS NOT FUN.. I Don’t want to get in to a game and have it disconnect, and wasting my time for nothing.
My friend asked me why I left Pangya Debug and asked something to the effect if I would comeback if Pangya Debug got better. I gave a half assed answer but I was ignored or didn’t hear me.
To answer this. I feel that Pangya Debug disconnecting, desyncing, and/or crashing will never get better, if anything, it might be worst but I have no plans to join the future of this game. My time playing Pangya Debug has been a awful ride with a few memories that were good.
So, by proxy, I have no plans to return to the Pangya guild, and Pangya server for the foreseeable future. Funny. I had plans to join this “Tournament”, Get mocked for the bad skills, come nowhere close to “winning” anything, and quit. But things have changed
But their pangya server is full of new players, So I can be replaced with someone who is good at the game. There really is no need for me to be there when you have users who have the potential to be great players.
And I feel that once Pangya Debug support for the private servers does end. Another private server will just popup, much like a weed in a yard. It may end up having the same issues the last server before it had.
And look, if you enjoy playing Pangya, then that is awesome to hear. If you can keep playing after being disconnect or having the game crash? More power to you.
I should also address me leaving the guild. I was never a fan of being in a guild. cause the guild normally goes to shit or the members become assholes to each other after a certain point. And I was not liking the direction of where the guild was heading. It was becoming kinda too serious and a little toxic, for me anyway.
And If I was no longer playing Pangya, There was again no point of me being there, in a server that was made for playing Pangya.
I join guilds to play with friends and have fun.. And the guild was fun but that became a fleeting feeling. Playing the Pangya was no longer fun to me. Hanging out with friends is fun. But in order to hang out with said friends, If Pangya has to be a middle man in order to talk with friends in a call. Not worth it, If I have to play a game I do not like.
To wrap this up. 1. I have no plans in the foreseeable future to play Pangya. That has been ruined. 2. I have no plans to return to the guild or server. And they have more than enough users to have Pangya games with. They will play Pangya with or without me. And that’s fine.
If some reason Pangya Debug on private servers fix the issues. Good. I will be happy but I dobut that will happen.
But here is a bit more detailed reasons why I won’t play and why I left the server and guild. :P
See you later. c: And see you later… Pangya Celebrity. I had fond memories before things turned for the worst. :V
So. I thought I would be done talking about pangya but nope. Seems it’s time to talk about how I feel towards Pangya Debug. If Pangya Debug was my first Pangya game.. I would have enjoy it a bit longer but that’s not the case.
As you know, Pangya Debug is a private server where you golf with friends. And have fun games together…
But after coming from Pangya Global and Pangya Celebrity to Pangya Debug. Sigh, It was a fun ride but it’s no longer fun to me.. And the fact the game may or may not crash or disconnect is NOT fun. And I don’t like me having fun is up to chance if the game works or crashes or not.
It ruins my mood and it’s a number of things why I am done with Pangya..If the last Pangya game I had is anything to go by. That was the most uncomfortable I have been playing Pangya but at the same time, this was my wake up call to stop playing.
I am done with Pangya in general. To think that Pangya Debug would be the game to make me stop. The only reason I play games I don’t like is to play with friends, but if even the game you play stop being fun with friends. Maybe it’s just time to move on.
Pangya was fun. I had good times. I will always have best memories of Pangya Celebrity’s private server but I should list some things to why I feel this way.
Pangya is not fun to me anymore or fun playing with friends
Pangya Debug breaking or disconnecting
Having to remake a character each time a server dies
I can’t anymore or can’t be bother.
Wasn’t a fan of Pangya to start with.
And I know how this goes. A private server ends support and another server pops up. Maybe it won’t happen but I can’t. I’m done. I know my friend is planning on holding some type of Pangya tournament which may or may not happen.
But as they say in the show biz. “The show will go on. with or without you“. And they have more than enough users to play Pangya with, so, me not playing won’t hurt anything or have me worried. They seem to be fine anyway or would let me know.
There are other reasons but I will keep those to myself, but for the sake of friendship. Just me venting and quitting Pangya debug. Thanks for reading. It was a waste.. A waste of my time. Sigh. Oh well.